Am I alone?
I have been married to an AH for 15 years. And have been seperated for one and a half.
There is a very good friend in my life, but it has been 3 1/2 months since I've seen my friend. I miss him so much. My heart aches. I want to be with him but I know I have to resolve the issues in my marriage firstand I have to fix what damage was done to myself in the process. I want to come home to him, wake up to him, I want a life with him.
He has awaken me from a horrible nightmare. I don't know what to do.
Has anyone else been here? Longing so bad to be with someone and you can't because you're married to someone who cares more about themselves than you and your family?