TempeBrenn,
I hope you see this reply to your post earlier tonight. I know we don't know each other, but through this community, we really do. We know each others' stories. So, since you asked for prayer, I did so.
The only way I know how, 'cause of how I was taught, is The Rosary. I prayed one for you. I hope that's okay.
Your brother in recovery,
michaels