What ive noticed in my relapses is not the amount of drug i consume, but the quicker it turns me into a zombie. I guess my addicton is getting smarter. You gotta stomp it out. I also get stronger cravings when im sober, duh, but it sucks to keep a dirty little secret even if i could. I couldnt live when I was thinking about dying or wds again. Do it for me man. Im at day 8. It has been a painful week!