Thread: Ok - I'm ready
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Old 03-15-2005, 10:05 PM
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Originally Posted by ted
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I Was Sitting Here Fighting Myself As Usual,Can't Sleep,Withdrawling.
I Was Thinking Of Words Bill W. Used To Describe Alcoholism
Fear,Terror,Bewilderment,Hideous..........
This Is A Tough Business Joe....Godspeed Brother
I hear you Ted. Part of my mind is having that same internal debate. "It's just one day, not much to throw away and start over," etc. I almost went for it at dinner tonight. I just know I don't have any more appetite for the same old ********. I don't think the next bottle is going to kill me, but it's definitely not going to change anything for the better either. So screw it, I'm not drinking it.

It definitely boosts my spirit to know that, somewhere in Richmond, VA, a liquor store owner is going hungry. Very glad we're back in it together amigo.
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