Hi Jen, I'm almost a month and a half sober and I haven't used AA I just visit this site a lot and try to keep my mind occupied with other things, I've always wanted to go to America and I'm going to go in January and I know if I drink or touch substances that it will go out the window. You did an amazing job getting to 5 1/2 years sober, you have to power within you get get back up on the sober journey.