Originally Posted by
JimJim 
mm that's what I think, It can never be bad to meet new people I think.
I have been drinking though, which isn't so good. I desperately need to make something change, though.
I can never describe my self hatred and lack of self worth enough here on SR.
I know I'm posting a load of bollucks again.
I can relate, hate myself so much now, for some reason I just constantly want to destroy everything in my life. I take 1 drink and throw away 4 days. It's lunacy. I'm thinking of heading to a meeting too, if just to meet and talk with others that have the same problem.