Dee hit it on the head, whatcouldbe. You're making a huge adjustment, and not all of you is happy about the change. Your 'Addictive Voice' (or AV) is used to getting its way, and it will throw some tantrums until it realized you won't give in. The AV is like an angry two year old, and it isn't going to act reasonably.
Remember why you decided you had to quit. Think of 'what could be' if you stay the course!
katiemay01, I replied to your post elsewhere but I wanted to know it's good to have you with us. Recovery can be difficult but it's
soooo worth it!