Else - You are doing amazing. We all have good days and "off" days, and what matters is that you were sober at the end of it.
This afternoon I took a page out of the sobriety playbook of a really terrific kindred spirit. I got spiritual during my walk this afternoon and handed my discomfort about my life over to my concept of a higher power (which is in its infancy stage). What a relief to keep my nose pointed to peace and serenity, and allow life work itself out.