Originally Posted by
SatNap 
I also like the idea of experiencing the world with all senses. The pleasure in going to the park is being able to smell the grass, feel the sunshine, walk barefoot. I don’t like the idea of dulling my senses. In fact, when I need to feel more connected and grounded, alcohol does just the opposite.
You are very fortunate to realize that you want to cease drinking at your early age.
Someday you'll have solid memories of more of your life.
I have bits and pieces and blank spots in between.