Welcome friend. You are among those who understand. This is an awesome tool and caring community to help keep you not pick up the drink. You found us with a drink in hand and I really hope you find it without one as well...ya know?
I have no idea where you are with drinking as in ....physical rather than just emotional dependence..do you think a visit to doc might be a good idea? Do you think you might require medical supervision in order to detox?