You are doing great, but realize that you are still REALLY EARLY in recovery.
What this means is your thinking isnt right yet, you will still have intense cravings, and your emotions are fresh and new.
Nuudawn is right, focus on the HALT, come here, hang out with other sober people, go to meetings, whatever you do.
Just know this. It gets a LOT better than where you are now. You are just having a bit of a rough patch.
Play the tape to the end, realize that if you start drinking again, you have to start all over again.
You can do it!