Originally Posted by
feeling-good 
David
I really identified with those feelings in your post!!! I am now over 16 months sober and recently turned 40. I really hope you can find sobriety soon - it is absolutely worth it!!
The problem i have is that i have gone sober for weeks on end and felt absolutely amazing to the point of mania... (i'm on antidepressants)... then i want to drink and i do, and the vicious cycle begins again