Losing my resolve suddenly, why??????
Yesterday I accomplished what I haven't been able to do in 20 yrs, 1 month sober! It has been easier than I expected, thanks to SR. Today suddenly I just want to get out of my head. I feel a little fatigue and just want to think about something else. Drinking would make it soooo easy, but I know if I have one drink today, it will turn into two tomorrow and 10 on Saturday, and Sunday how will I get back to this place again?....
Just ranting, thanks for listening and any comments you may have.