A lot of you know what had been going on with me. 19 days ago I cold turkey quit a very heavy 20 year hydrocodone addiction. It took drastic measures to get me this far. I gave up my keys, money, got off the bank account. Basucally I've been on a self imposed house arrest. My husband and mom get me out for shopping and to do fun things. I knew it couldn't last forever and while I don't plan on stopping what I'm doing right now to stay clean I will have to go to town tomorrow. I have to take my 16 yr old son to the dentist. UGH!! Worst first trip to town ever! (Doc office=crack house for me) my son will get a rx for pain more than likely. I will have my 19 yr old with me to handle the rx. It will go in a safe at home. I'm not going to fail, just not looking forward to all the triggers. Doc office, RX, pharmacy) y'all pump me up! Help me cope!
