You guys all made me giggle!! Thank you! Whats so funny is i was sad yesterday but I can laugh about it today. You are all right. I know he is miserable in his own skin. He has even told me as much when he is having genuine moments.
He was drunk recently and sent me a long text of self hatred saying how sorry he was and he really loves me but he doesnt bother because he is dirty and tainted and blah blah blah...I am just so over that already. People have all had pain, but we dont all go around inflicting more pain on everyone else!!
I will say that I am glad I came on here to vent instead of continuing to engage with him. Its like crazy town and we keep going in circles. I am learning and once we have a daycare plan in place we wont have to interact as frequently so the opportunity for venom spew will be few and far between.
Thank you for all your support In helping me deal with this Jacka$$ery! Lol!!!