Morning all. Arctic, I totally relate to what you are experiencing. It took 4 attempts at different AD before we found the right one for me. My doctor felt so bad for me, he really went above and beyond to try and help me. It was a really difficult time in my life but thankfully, even though I didn't think I would, I finally got thru it. I may need to be on them for the rest of my life but I see no stigma in that as long as I can lead a happy life. Take care my friends. Suz xxx