Originally Posted by
pauladmits 
It was set for tomorrow, I called and cancelled the meeting today. Just feel massive anxiety coming on and I have avoided her for two and a half months. I had trouble working all day just knowing I had that obligation. I don't know what else to say. I fight anything that would possibly help me.
Its the nature of the beast Paul...time to put your shoulder to wheel and give her a bell, ask to talk to her directly, ask her to come to you, do what it takes...the sheer act of doing something positive gains it own momentum....you can do this.