Quitting pot- worried about going home
So I have been a regular (chronic daily user) for many years. My partner and I have stopped periodically, but always seem to go back. The last year has been the worst as far as my use and dependence. Last week we quit, although I have to admit that I have been sneaking scrapings and looking for hidden stashes. I was so ashamed that this morning I threw the pipe and the few crumbs I had out. The worst part is going home at the end of the day. The first thing I would do when I got home from work is light up- which would continue all night. I know I don't have anything to use, but not looking forward to the craving, irritability and sleeplessness that is likely ahead of me.
I am new to this site and recovery, but know I need help and can't do this alone. I have my partner, but don't think I can share everything. I appreciate your reading and support.