Well,
they say crow is best ate warm. How bad did you hurt this friend? Can you tell them you're sorry. Drinking often hurts the people we love and we don't even know it. I've made some empty promises when I drank.
I will tell you this, Dixie that life is better when, you don't have to feel like you do right now. Ask yourself, is this worth it? Is drinking that much fun when it makes me feel like $hit for doing it??
I quit drinking not so much for my benefit but, for the ones that loved me. I got tired of the pain I caused others. You need to find out why you need to get like you do!!
The first thing I heard in AA we'll love you until you can love yourself. I do love myself today. Drinking will only hurt me and everyone that cares for me.
Make a list of what good drinking acn do for you the, make a list of what not drinking can do for you.
I took the money I didn't spend drinking a year ago and flew to Hawaii Maui is a lot better place to be sober then drunk
chris