Raider, just stopping drinking and being sober doesn't make life perfect. There are always ups and downs and ultimately, we are responsible for our own happiness and that can be a daunting prospect at times.
I've been sober for 13 years and I wouldn't change it for anything. I wouldn't go back to being dependent upon and controlled by alcohol. My life is my own. It's what I make it and I have to be sober to make good choices.
Give yourself some more time.