Hello all, joining the June class humble and rather scared after failing in April AND May . Trying to be honest with myself and I think I have not been 100% committed. A part of me still hoping I can drink and control it, well yet again I have proved I cannot. I can't carry on like this, big binge and argument with my lovely husband last night. I have to stop drinking its ruining my life in so many ways and has for many many years. I hate it. I want to stop and I really need to stop. Happy to be back with everyone.