Originally Posted by
pauladmits 
It's just soooo hard Dee!! It's like a constant battle, a shot to the mind and soul every 30 seconds. You can win 99 battles out of 100 and still end up losing. I'm in bed, can't stop moving, my mind is trying to grasp anything to keep it from breaking. It's like I'm running a marathon, my heart is even racing. And even if I win the battle tonight I have a thousand to fight tomorrow and I can't lose a single one! Just being bombarded here!
Paul,
I went through exactly this the day before I was to go to rehab - there was a snowstorm and I was unable to get booze. This can be extremely dangerous, you need to contact a Dr. or hospital to detox. Do not do this in secret, you could have a seizure and no one would know. This is not about willpower, alcohol withdrawal can be fatal.
Please keep posting, we care!