I am back home after 4 lovely days with a dear friend. We had such a relaxing and fun time. Today I took this picture of some lily pads and tonight at home looking at it, I see that there are many more pads than there are lilies. I think about my recovery and realize that we need more pads than lilies, that's just how it is. There are always more leaves than blossoms. We have to find a way to be comfortable with the leaves, and not expect flowers all of the time...
Thank you all for your support and affirmations. Apparently, my AD has taken steps towards finding a bed in an inpatient treatment center. I am not holding my breath, and she is not welcome to stay here again. That is a tricky situation for me as a mom, but it is not unfamiliar. I will be okay.