Old 05-28-2014, 10:18 PM
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pauladmits
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Originally Posted by Dee74 View Post
As you'd remember I'm sure, I tried that and ended up stroking out at home.

It's really good advice you've been getting here Paul.

Not taking it is really only hurting yourself, or at the very least, putting yourself at an unecessary risk.

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Been through this rodeo too many times. I never want to feel how I felt today again. I will call the detox place tomorrow. I keep forgetting how everything I've tried on my own has failed and almost 2 years have gone by and I'm worse off than when I started. You guys told me everything I was doing doesn't work for alcoholics but it didn't phase me. I will try it your way and submit myself regardless of what it takes. I'm almost 30 and I'm puking up bile and spending my weekends watching reruns of old shows and just drinking myself in to a stupor.

I tried to convince myself today I can do it on my own. You guys have been right the whole time and I keep thinking I can beat the truth. Ughhhh. Well this is good news but sad to me to know I'm not strong enough to do it on my own.
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