Originally Posted by
Lance40 
My faith is very important to me, so committing to not drinking for Lent gave me 40 days where relapsing was unthinkable to me.
I believe you can extend the" unthinkable" aspect from 40 days to a lifetime. It worked for 40 days didn't it?. Have you looked into AVRT? What you did for those 40 days is very similar to AVRT, except that ever drinking again is unthinkable.