There were so very many blackouts. The last few years of drinking always ended in a blackout. A couple of highlights:
1. Drove 100 miles through Los Angeles rush hour traffic to a roadside hotel where I proceeded to continue drinking for several days. I called a friend to help me, but could not tell anyone where I was.
2. Woke up after a 5 day blackout on an almost deserted island 3,000 miles from home. No one, no one knew where I was. It was snowing, there was black ice on the roads, I was still very, very drunk, and I had no food.
3. Hurt myself, my family, and all those that I hold deer deeply.
Today, I am less than a month from being sober one year. I never thought it would be possible. I never have to feel like that again. Today, I have a choice.
Jwalker