"like two different people fighting over the same body" SO TRUE!!! I feel like a walking contradiction. And in the spirit of honesty I have to admit that I have used my healthy lifestyle (oh hahahahaaa) as my get-out-of-jail free card. As long as I had a wheatgrass shot before went out and a green smoothie, digestive enzymes and coconut water the morning after my body would be just fine!! I had forgotten how well I am at manipulating my own thoughts!!
I'm very glad to be back in here. In just a couple hours I went from feeling horrible to feeling hopeful once again. I know I can do this!
Thank you everyone for welcoming me back and allowing me to share (again).