Sober4, well done for coming back. I came back yesterday too, and it feels like the right decision. Will you be joining the Class of May 2014? I'm a fellow wheatgrass-drinking vegan (my eyes popped out of my head when you wrote that, I've literally just finished a kale, kiwi, wheatgrass smoothie!); and like you, my veganism hasn't stopped me drinking and smoking heavily and generally blitzing my health to kingdom come. It's like I'm two different people fighting over the same body.
You have already achieved so much and you show a lot of self-awareness about where you went wrong the last time. With the support on here you'll get through it again - you want to and you can. Don't beat yourself up. Be kind to yourself. I'm so pleased to meet a fellow vegan
