Welcome back. You're headed in the right direction. At least now you have experienced how good it feels to be sober and know that is the only way if you want to be healthy and happy. Without that experience you wouldn't know the difference and may have kept on drinking. I still don't know how I functioned for 10 years in an alcohol fog- I didn't realize how bad it was until I experienced periods of time without it. Sobriety is the best gift you can give yourself. All the money in the world wouldn't get me to go back. It's the only prison where the prisoner holds the key. Freedom starts with a single step, like the step you took coming back here
Don't beat yourself up, we have all been there. Keep moving forward and welcome back
