No I haven't yet. I'll check it out though!
Thanks Coldfusion. I know that sobriety is possible. That's a positive thing. I did it once and it was great. I plan to do it again and this time NOT forget that I'm an alcoholic. But I do believe that being mad at myself is a good thing. I AM mad at myself. I can't be ashamed of that nor can I be expected to not feel mad at myself. I don't hate myself. I don't feel helpless. I simply feel mad that I let myself down. This feeling is not a pleasant one and remembering this feeling will be what helps me stay sober.