Originally Posted by sober4metoday

As a part of the Feb 2012 class I feel pretty crappy to be back after having been back drinking for the past 6 months. UGH! I thought I could handle being a social drinker (classic alcoholic thinking) and even fooled myself for a couple months there but over the past little while I've resorted to getting completely black out drunk every time I drink. I feel like such an idiot. So here I go again down path to recovery. I'm so grateful for SR.