Doubt is Starting
Hey,
As some of you know, I split with my ABF earlier today because of his drinking. I know I've done the right thing (I'm staying elsewhere tonight) but nw the doubts are creeping in. Am I doing the right thing? Should I go back and try to make things right? Argh!
I haven't spoken to him since and he hasn't contacted me. I've been tempted several times to text him, and caught myself hoping he would text me. I know he won't, and I haven't either. I will probably have to see him tomorrow though as I need to get some stuff from the flat. If he is sober, then I want to talk to him then and try to get things organised i.e. Who is taking what furniture etc. I am not looking forward to this conversation at all.
How long will this hurt for? I'm struggling already really but I'm determined that this is it and I will not go back to him. How do you quash these doubts? Even though he acted like a dick, I miss him.