Good for you for jumping back on the wagon. It took me many attempts before it finally took. I remember how proud I was several years ago when I made it 28 days, a year later when I made it 40+ days and last year when I made it to nearly 100 days. Tomorrow will be five months. Keep at it Christimc, you can do this! Keep in mind, it does get easier with time so don't give up before the miracle happens!