So I went to the restroom at a gas-tation and it turned out to be very helpful! HA!
I had this huge flashback from the commercial air freshener smell in there and the echoe-y sound and the doors it all brought me back to the bathrooms in the bar and how everytime I went in there and it is relatively quiet and I'd have this little moment of retrospection and be really ashamed of what I'd been doing and saying out there. Then I would usually make myself a promise to make this my last time.
Also its where I came to slather on more and more and more eyeliner and lip gloss to try to look more appealing.
And it's where I came to make myself throw up when I was feeling to queasy to have fun!!
So I was just really, really happy and grateful that I was in that restroom sober and I could walk out clear headed and get on with my day.
4 1/2 months!!! New non-pregnancy related sober record!!!!!!!!!