My life is a pile of crap
I was recently in detox and my husband told me he wants a divorce. I'm staying with a friend, living out of a suitcase and I hate it.
He is giving me a payout and when I can get my head screwed on straight, I'm going to get a place so I can get my beloved dog back.
I feel so empty and lost. I'm not suicidal, I am just so depressed. I just want to be numb and I have been. Drinking and smoking weed. Surprisingly, the drinking is not out of control YET. I know it will be if I keep it up and I'm a good little SR and will go to detox AGAIN if I get physically addicted again.
My heart is so broken. I'm so lost.