Ok. I am feeling great!
One problem. I dived into aa for the first 4 months. Got the chip and all. Lol. I just kind of lost it with going to meetings. I went nearly every night now it's only every week.
I left a meeting in my 'home' group half way through and I haven't been back. That was 3 weeks ago.
I am in contact with a long service member, he is actually an acquaintance of my fatherWe have gone to a couple of meetings together. Lots of text contact etc and some calls. He kinda advised me to lose my home group and start travelling. Fine, I understand, home group is very big, very raw and very edgy. He kept saying not everyone gets well here. So I travelled, but I have lost the want to go to meetings. He has gone a little cold. Little enough contact now.
Where do I go from here? It seems like I'm on a one way ticket out of aa?