My urge to drink has gone down a lot since I wrote out that history. It pops into my head (AV) and I SLAM it back down and I say "REMEMBER ALL THE BAD THINGS IT DID TO YOU!!" and that keeps it in check.
My next step? I dunno! I'm just living life. Without hangovers and guilt.
And trying to keep my insane-o moodswings and emotions in control.
I turn 30 next month and that's messing with me pretty bad. I am glad to be hitting that milestone sober. Urrghhh can you imagine the hangover from a dirty-thirty birthday party? NO THANK YOU
I'd probably flash someone or something just to prove I was still young and fun. :P
eck