I hear you Boxin. I've been the same way with my art studio. My art form requires that I use lots of tools, making, holding, shaping materials, and I haven't been able to do it since last fall when I was injured. Looking at another 4 to 6 months out there without it. Income lost, too.
We just have to figure out different directions to go for satisfaction, and that's not easy when you can't do what you most love.
ShootingStar1