Originally Posted by areyoukittenme

What changed between a few days ago and today, ST? If your life is pretty much the same then it sounds like it's a chemical thing, and you probably aren't going to be able to think your way out of a state you didn't think your way into. Also, sobriety isn't going to fix any problems that alcohol/drugs didn't cause in the first place. If I remember right, you've been on a couple medications before, maybe it's time to go back to the doctor and find a new option? There must be something that will help.