sick for days
Just called my sponsor. He made me feel better. Swore the booze I finished today was my last. Hoping to have a job tomorrow. Didn't go in because I looked too strange in the eyes. Lied. Food poisoning. Too scared to show. Need the money. Going to a meeting tomorrow even if I have to white knuckle it. This is gonna hurt. Wish me well. Tired of barely getting by.