Hi happyandfree,
I have watched the rain in my heart videos and found them very compelling.
I was also 'not that bad', ........until I was that bad. And it took only a few short weeks. I was lucky that the doctor in the emergency room took my under his wing and literally saved my life. One more drink and I most likely would have died. You just don't know how many drinks you are away from 'that bad'.
