Hey there Overwhelmed! We have all been there and I appreciate your sharing with us! Collectively, we are stronger!
Topspin- I understand the lacing up part! I put on my workout clothes as soon as I get home from work. They are more comfortable anyway, seem to set the stage that I am going to do "something" and my battle uniform with my AV. 4:30-9:30 seems to be my toughest time of the day...but, it has gotten easier this past week. If I am tired, I make a deal with myself that I will just walk a bit...this usually leads to me feeling better and I almost always end up doing more.
Izzy - I think you are right...endorphins are playing a huge role in my life right now. I think I am literally exercising/exorcising my alcoholism.
xoxo Pan