Arctic, I wrote you a very long post, referring to your posts going back to more than a year ago, wanting to make you see the cycle you are repeating. How can I reach you, tell you that you are romanticizing something that has caused you nothing but despair. The memories that are flooding your brain now are selective, your conniving AV trying to lure you back into the cycle. If it is romantic times with your husband you are craving, try going for long walks together in the evening, date nights with a sitter set up in advance, massage, anything is better than sitting together polishing of 30 beers, so NOT romantic or fun. Play the tape through Artic, it's not going to be a night sitting together enjoying a drink or two, by now you know how the story will end.
Now, snap out of it
so I can get off of my
and you can shut down that AV
and continue this journey
