If I could say what Courage just said 4 times as strong, I would Jim and Babs. Come on. Stop quitting. You can do it.
It's painful and hard to see you go through that. Is it really part of the sickness? You must not want to be sober enough. Perhaps you haven't really realised what sobriety long term can do to your life.
I'm supposed to be non judgmental but when I read your posts, it feels like you don't really care.
But then I remember Carlos, and I think no one is sheltered from falling into drinks again. Forgive me but I had to say what I feel. You can all give me **** if you like.