Originally Posted by
doggonecarl 
One of your first posts was about how you came to SR a year ago and determined you weren't ready. Then came back. Now here you are, with almost two weeks under your belt. Do you really want to go back where you were a year ago? Negotiating with your addiction.
HECK no!!! This sucks so badly. Thanks for the smack upside the head doggonecarl
And like all things that NEED to happen...there is no best time there is just right now.
I feel the same way about the wedding process and getting married (unfortunately). I detested the whole fanfare and hoopla that I promised myself it could only happen once...the fanfare and hoopla, that is. And I would have eloped had I known I would feel that way.
I'm do my best to elope away from alcohol. I just have so many expletives clouding my head it is crowding out the good stuff.
SO grateful for all the good words. Definitely in need.