Hello group!!
figured I should start to try posting again since someone on here told me it would a good idea.
4 months and 3 days today. In all honesty, I miss drinking, and almost every day has been a battle. But battling on!
Don't know what else to do. I know I can't drink, but that doesn't stop me from wanting to. Hopefully more time will. I'm trying to think of another situation in life that compares to this? hmmmmmm......
Maybe like someone with really bad lactose intolerance? They want ice cream sooo bad but know it makes them sick, but they really, really crave it so they think "Maybe if I just have a spoonful? but its so good they can't stop and eat the whole bowl and they get horribly sick. For a few months the memory is fresh and they don't dare eat it until one day.....oooo that chocolate sundae looks soooooo good.
I don't know, Im rambling!