So I basically spent time at my mom's grave today and reflected on how much she meant to me. I kinda had a very cold awkward situation pop up recently last week with some family and I decided to vent on facebook rather indirectly how I felt about feeling like I'm not part of my extended family anymore and that my mom was my only protector. I may offend some extended family as a result and it might be considered a very off color status update from me but I needed to be honest about how I feel about my family and allow them to realize that... Maybe a weird time to reveal on Mother's Day but hey, it needed to be a little bittersweet.