I know exactly how ur feeling. It does get easier. As much as they are addicted to drugs-we are addicted to them, wanting to help, make them see the love, family and future that they are giving up for this life killing drug. I was with my crack addicted ex-boyfriend for 4 years before I found this site and woke up. I've gone 25 days with no contact. I still find myself checking for blocked messages from him at least 20 times a day (sad -I know) but I rely on this site and reading peoples stories on the "crack reality" website and know I'm doing the right thing for my kids,him and myself. Hang in there and stay strong.