Congrats on 20Days!
I applaud you for recognizing that you feel jealous. In all seriousness, far to many people just denigrate another instead of recognizing that they, in fact, feel jealous.
Originally Posted by
PinotNOmore 
It was the first day in a few weeks I really felt like having a drink. Was actually mad for a while that I couldn't and was just in a terrible mood in general.
You could have had that drink but you chose not to...for this I applaud you as well.
A very wise man (smarty-pants) once told me "There is no such thing as a BEST choice. There are just choices. Making the choice is the easy part - how well you live and everything that comes after that choice is the challenge."
Choosing not to have that drink, riding with the wave of a bad day with uncomfortable emotions is quite an accomplishment.
I hope you have a good sleep. Tomorrow is a new day! Be gentle with yourself.