Meggy, my heart hurts for you.
Someone i care about usto cut. One of the things she started to do, dont laugh, is knit. She got these hoop knitting things and wow, made great stuff. She made all these svarves and hats and when she was done and through that awful period of her life, donated them to the local shelters. She says combined w counseling it really got her through it. Shes now a very strong person and not afraid to say what shes went through to anyone. For that reason ill proudly tell you that beautiful person, inside and out, is my 14 yr old DD. She has went through alot at a young age and is wise beyond her years. She got through this and you will too.
Much much love my friend. Take good care of you, we are all here, holding your hand.